Here we are at the end of 2010 thinking about what we are going to eat for turkey day, what bowl games to watch, how we are going to celebrate Hanakah/Christmas and afford the gifts, and of course, realizing the end of the year means Taxes are going to be reported and due when when a new year begins.
This seems to be the same as the year before with the exception that it was the end of 2009. Or is it the same? Did you accomplish goals in 2010 that you set in 2009. Were the days the same or did you make an effort to have a "different kind of year"?
Really. Do we actually make "change" or is it inevitable? Can we repeat our lives year after year and not realize that every moment is based on our thoughts and how we carry out those thoughts. Change seems to be the "word" that many use to represent progress, however no one wants to be accountable for the changes happening!
I realized that my life is not so much what others see, but it is more about what I see. That scares me. Because I have to see "all of me"! I can hide the parts of me I don't want the world to see, but I can't really hide it from me.
So, again I am thinking, its the end of 2010 and what did I do this year?-- Did I make changes? -- Are there moments in my life I am not living? --Can I change those moments so that when I look at me, I am not scared and I don't have to hide "parts of me" because my actions, my life, are really ME!
Oh, by the way, I am vegetarian so I won't eat the turkey, but I will be giving "thanks" for a wonderful life,; I will be watching as many of the bowl games as possible; I am going to see all my family for Christmas and not "spend" on gifts rather "spend" time; and taxes, well that is a given... I am accountable to pay them and I will. This doesn't mean I like it, but I can't have Oz everyday! Or can I?
2011 here I come!
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